I do not deserve anything good to happen to me because I am not God.

We are the broke ones or the ones for whom money comes and goes for no seemingly obvious reason at all. We could be millionaires one day and paupers the next or always teetering in between, stressing about what bills will get paid one month and which ones can be pushed off to the next.

We are also the ones who cannot seem to get past the first or second hurdles at work or school, who feel last among our peers and are frustrated that the progress and success we envision in our minds simply isn’t being realized in our physical reality.

I Am Not Good Enough is the story that loops through our own two steps forward, four steps back existence. Even when we experience some modicum of success or progress, there’s always another shoe waiting to drop around the corner. While any karmic theme will throw us on our asses in order to learn, those of us with I Am Not Worthy tend to get knocked down more than most. We usually carry the weight and stress of financial burdens more than most and are rarely out of the hole for very long.